Just once more and then im gone

Im home, sick again, laryngitis :(
I feel like a big curse is set at the top of my head just making me sick all the time.
But, hey, sometimes all you need is some kind of pause at your life to make some thoughts about what ate you doing, about what is wrong and what you have to change.
Being home, locked down again is like steeping out of my comfort Zone out of the come and of from everyday.
Im here now and thats all that matters.